Hey Have been a bit down in the dumps recently, waiting on a job, not quite sure on direction. Same old story. That said, I've killed the job 'opportunity', they were putting onerous requirements on me actually getting the job, which I wasn't that excited about anyhow. So I have said NO, and feel extremely empowered, me taking control rather than someone else choosing what my destiny holds. I've also been watching a bit of this guy, Jordan Peterson, and found this video really useful. In particular when he gets to the bit about being 'all in' on life, I thought it was incredibly thought provoking, like getting hit by a train for me. Hope you get something from it too.